~I wish it was only Just a Dream~

I entered thr grave yard and walked to my body in its grave. I exhale and lay my items down and sit.


You ok?


...no


Thinking about that boy you hurt huh?

that is part yes...im also thinkinga bout my lt i chased away... My daughter who i lied to...the lives iv taken... iv done many things im not proud of and all of it burdens my heart.


I see...your so burnt out on being that icon of hope youve lost all of your own and become a shell of darkness havent you


yeah... Im living on borrowed time... and to lessen the pain perhaps i need to break these hearts and burn these bridges..so when i die i am not mourned but hated and celebrated upon my death..


thats a foolish thing to do. Honjo you are living on borrowed time yes but why would you die as a demon rather than a saint?

..to make a perfect world for her... I lean my head on the tombstone. If i am hated my death even if she sees it for what it is will ensure unity. am i right











Suzaku Kusari

I listen to the silence after our conversation and i stand resolve in my eyes and my energy renewed. " Time to redeam myself for my sins." I walk form the grave yard with my gear and my shades on.