This is farewell ^^
It's the best for everyone. I caused enough trouble already in the past and I'm afraid I may had hurt the people who cared for me the most.
So I'm sorry to appear into your lifes and create a mess.
Specially in yours Honjo. If it wasn't for me, you and Kyuu would be happy since the begging. But I came along and made a mess... I don't blame any of you if you hate me. It was childish. They say "If you love someone, you have to let it go" and I failed to do that. So I'm sorry to both of you.
Nichi, please don't be upset. I'm walking again because I don't want to hurt anyone else. I gave enough issues to everyone already and you know that. Just be good and keep smiling =)
Kate, I know you accuse Mauv for my change of attitude. You shouldn't. This was my decision. He ended up to be hated on BRPG mostly because I wasn't strong enough to tell people to stop when they were doing no good and he had to move on his own. That's why he was unfairly accused of manipulating me. I wasn't his puppet; I was a burden to him, despite he never admited I was. Now people hate him over me. Cause he wasn't afraid of showing work while I was hidden in my little corner. It's sad. And you can't accuse me of picking sides... You love Torai, you would do the same. You would stand by his side no matter what, wouldn't you?
With this, I say my farewells. I wish happiness upon everyone.
Stay good. And smile.
Rukia.